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every july (intro)
01:04
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2. |
reach
04:46
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are you here with me?
though all i saw was the stories
thinking about what i don't believe
like the spirit i'll never see
though we'll never meet
i cannot stop thinking bout how i'd
finally set you free
let you finally part from me
i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts
i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts
so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?
why do you linger, why do you stay?
it's been a long one for us today
what keeps you here from fading away
though time keeps moving, we still stay the same
stuck in my dreams, why do you stay
what keeps you here from moving on
from this place
i'll stay alive
alive, alive
i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts
i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts
so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?
i really don't know
why won't you ever go?
we called this place home
as i look for your ghost
so why can't i let you go?
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3. |
airhead
04:09
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old and faded polaroids
were you real at all?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave
so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye
so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye
all just to say goodbye
lately i'm alone again
maybe there's something i can do?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave
so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
all just to say goodbye
so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
but these hopes get lost to time
look into my heart
hollow reflections
nothing in my thoughts
empty-hearted smiles
though i know it's not my fault
that view still stuck in my head
now i'm singing the same songs
all just to say goodbye
lately i can't hear your voice
i guess there's something i could do
led astray by your memory
they brought me to your grave
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4. |
take me away
04:08
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take me away
to the place where we met
and your eyes controlled me
take me away
to where you fell apart
and my heart caved to your void
take me away
(to the place were we met, and your eyes controlled me)
take me away
(to where you fell apart, and my heart caved to your void)
thinking back as the minutes go past
i'm done with your lying, through with your dying
thinking back, though your voice still lasts
i'm done with your lying, through with your dying
oh, something must've changed in me
i used to feel your warmth
but now it's cold, and i feel your void
i'm crying underneath
these wounds lie deep in me
and even if i cry
my thoughts they follow me
you fill me with distrust
oh, you're no good for me
and even if i cry
i know you'll follow me
take me away
to the place where we met
and your eyes controlled me
take me away
to where you fell apart
and my heart caved to your void
oh, something must've changed in me
i used to feel your warmth
but now it's cold
and i feel your void
and i feel your void
and i feel your void
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5. |
something more
03:35
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the pain in my heart
starts to unfold
do you feel what i feel?
so bright, that sight
i still recall
that fright, i might
cry tonight
every july, it's still cloudy
still i wonder, if i'll forget?
every july, it still haunts me
now i wonder, who you used to be
sometimes i feel
like i'm on my own
even by your side
longing for something more
sometimes i feel
like you're still right there
still by my side
longing for something more
something more
something more
something more
but i'm right here
still next to you
the past is in the past
and the future holds your dreams
your dreams
push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to let go
push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to push through
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6. |
vague hope (interlude)
01:54
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7. |
without a trace
03:02
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everything was fine
until you came around
you kept my feet on the ground
i was lost and now i'm found
searching day by day
for the thing you've left me with
you found me in the dark
and took me to the light
i still think of you
in my dreams, my dreams
and on the night before
you were my all
my final call
there's something in your eyes
you're yearning for
something more
i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
reaching for an answer
struggling to break free
i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
longing for your return
i'll try to reach a little more
following your steps
where did you go?
where's your shadow?
following your steps
it's just not fair
i'm sorry though
i still think of you
in my dreams, my dreams
and on the night before
i was alone
you're all i know
i wish i'd see your eyes
reflecting like
that starry sky
i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
reaching for an answer
struggling to break free
i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
longing for your return
i'll try to reach a little more
following your steps
where did you go?
where's your shadow?
following your steps
it's just not fair
i'm sorry though
so carry on, carry on
there's more than this, more than this
so carry on, carry on
you're not alone, not alone
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8. |
make it through
03:23
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it's july again
it's been raining since then
still haven't found my way
i wish i could retry
i'm terrified, that i lied
when you cried, wish i died
but the past is in the past
and this sadness always lasts
tension rising, i feel numb
i don't how i will push through
unsure if it's my own fault
and if i'll make it out alive
but i'm still lost, in the dark
and at what cost will i push through?
i'm still lost, on my own
still i tossed those thoughts aside
day by day, fighting the urge
at any cost, i'll finish this song
through and through, i still wonder
if i'll still stay the same?
but after all, life will go on
and after all, i'm still on my own
but maybe i can make there
my thoughts are twisted, but i resisted
and maybe life is more than this
stuck my head, i'd rather be dead
will i escape this endless dream?
what if i don't even care
my thoughts are blank, i try to move
but it was all an empty vow
tension rising, i feel numb
i don't how i will push through
unsure if it's my own fault
and if i'll make it out alive
but i'm still lost, in the dark
and at what cost will i push through?
i'm still lost, on my own
still i tossed those thoughts aside
day by day, fighting the urge
at any cost, i'll finish this song
through and through, i still wonder
if i'll still stay the same?
oh, i'm still lost
on my own
but through the dark
your hand takes mine
it's just a spark
you're still alone
but doubts are forming
these walls are falling
oh, i'm still lost
on my own
but through the dark
your hand takes mine
"you'll be okay"
"you'll be okay"
was it all worth it?
was i mistaken?
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