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i'm wide awake thinking of
all the things i did today
wish i could retake my mistakes
again
chasing your shadow
through all the noise
passing the seconds
tracing back your steps
i wish i'd never crossed that line
i wish i'd never said goodbye
autumn calling, i'm still falling
but still i can't forget your name
chasing your shadow
through all the noise
passing the seconds
tracing back your steps
i wish i'd never crossed that line
i wish i'd never said goodbye
i will cry another night
i will try another time
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2. |
february sky
02:23
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there's no reason to carry on with this masquerade
as you carry the ending to this endless tragedy
i tried and i tried, but there was nothing left to hide
as i search for something more, i've got nothing to show for
you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?
lately i'm alone again
you're out of range, but i tried to change
there's something in my heart again
i shed a tear, but does it help?
you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?
an endless cycle, i'm in denial
cause i still dream of tomorrow
you were the only one, but all is said and done
all my dreams filled with sorrow
i dry my eyes again, to hide the pain inside
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3. |
0% angel
02:55
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it’s taking over me
it’s taking everything i have
to keep myself from wanting to be apart of you
inside my ailing mind
i bribe myself to think that
i am made for you what can i do for us to make it through
i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me
when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me
you fill me with distrust
i’m writhing in disgust as i
am told another person has loved you till it hurt
i want to seep inside
i want to sleep beside you when
your heart depends on stranger’s touch just to feel alive
i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me
when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me
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hora, tsugi no asa
oto ni tsurare
hora, mado no soto
nani ga mieta?
tōi hoshi no sora ni
jūgoya wa michikake
natsukashii utagoe
nemuri ni tsuku made
kaerimichi no nioi
akari no kazu dake
fuwafuwa makura de
nemuri ni tsuku made
so tell me how it felt
when you walked on water
did you get your wish?
floating to the surface
quicker than you sank
idol, idol
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5. |
re:trace
02:22
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i'm lost in your silence
reverting to violence
unravel the answer
set free to these voices
i'm lost in these feelings
oh, am i still dreaming?
unravel the answer
set free to these meanings
as the wind blows
this voice isn't my own
i will stay here
through the violence and the rain
i will carry, all your burdens
don't feel sorry, you can do this
through the darkness, reaching out
as i carry the weight of the world
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6. |
starlight (with bendel)
04:02
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7. |
re:try
02:58
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faces blurring, passing by
i've got nowhere left to run
another face in the crowd
autumn calling, i'm still falling
and i know that you'll never care
and you won't remember my name
and i know that i'll die alone
with nothing to show for
but i'll try anyway
i'll try anyway
and i'll cry through the night
i might not survive
now i keep trying
to take it back
the things i lost
i should've said
i'll come undone
vision fading
you were the one
my final call
and i know that you'll never care
and you won't remember my name
and i know that i'll die alone
with nothing to show for
but i'll try anyway
i'll try anyway
and i'll cry through the night
i might not survive
lately i've been lost
wandering in the dark
nothing in my thoughts
i was just fine today
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8. |
as the curtain falls
03:03
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as i'm stuck in a moment's bliss
you never dreamed i'd leave like this
i close my eyes for one last kiss
as the curtain falls on my abyss
it's time to let you go
close your eyes i'll take it slow
as the curtain falls on my abyss
oh, love is just a drug, you know
to ease the fear of being on your own
and being all alone again
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what is real
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what i feel
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what is real
oh, everything burns as i lament
but just knowing you're there is all that i need
as i'm staring down that road
i never dreamed i'd meet you here
i'm losing things i love again
it feels like i'm going insane
as i'm staring down that road
it seems the walls are closing in
they're closing in on me, on me
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what is real
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what i feel
oh, everything turns on me again
i'm running away from what is real
oh, everything burns as i lament
but just knowing you're there is all that i need
but in a corner of my heart
i feel you there, i feel you there
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